All posts by Miranda Hassett

Homily, July 7, 2024

Today the lectionary brings us three lessons about power. 

What is power? Well, my background before becoming a priest is in the field of anthropology, and anthropologists think a lot about power. Here are a few elements of a definition.  Power is a measure of someone’s ability to control the environment and people around them, including the ability to make people think or act in certain ways. Power can take many forms: Coercive power – the power to make people do things. Persuasive power – the power to convince people to do things. Normative power – the power to get people to think that’s just the way things are…  

There’s economic power, institutional power, social power, and much more. Power is not something we only find at work in the realm of institutional politics but is woven through every aspect of life. Even the spaces where we intentionally set aside power and inequality are are formed and chosen over against the backdrop of the established power and status relations of our lives. 

Our first lesson today, from the second book of Samuel, is about political power.  We see David ascending to the kingship of all of Israel, all the tribes and territories of God’s people, after having already been king over Judah – one of the territories – for seven years. As soon as his kingship is established, David calls for an attack on what will become Jerusalem, which was inhabited by a neighboring people, the Jebusites. 

Why conquer and claim Jerusalem as the City of David, instead of naming a city within the existing territory of the people Israel? Conquering a new city to be his stronghold and capital was probably intended as a way to show boldly that David’s was a kingship of all Israel, not beholden to any of the existing tribes or territories. 

The next step will be bringing the Ark of the Covenant, the greatest symbol of God’s presence and favor, to David’s capitol city – as a sign of the divine rightness of his kingship. 

David’s ultimate project, here, is elevating what it means to be a king, in Israel, from basically being the biggest baddest tribal chief, to a settled institution with a capital city, a palace, a temple (eventually), the ability to command armies and levy taxes, and all that good stuff. Reading between the lines, we can see that the scope of political power itself is changing, in these chapters of second Samuel. 

We can ponder, too, the politics embedded in the way this story was written down and passed on to us. Last Sunday I gestured towards the fascinating paradox of the saga of David as found in Scripture: Much of it presents David as God’s chosen king, righteous and holy. But there are these cracks in the story that show us something darker and more complex – leaving us to wonder what we are to make of David. 

This particular chunk of the story, though, is sheer propaganda, legitimating David’s rule and lineage. The people flattered him, and begged him to be their king; how could he say no? How could anyone question his reign? … 

Next, we have the apostle Paul, author of our reading from the second letter to the church in Corinth, also talking about power. There’s a real contrast between the Paul we know from his letters preserved in Scripture, and the Paul of real life. In the letters, Paul comes across as strong, bold, and eloquent. But evidently – by his own testimony! – he was not very impressive in person, neither charismatic or compelling. 

People have speculated extensively over the centuries about the “thorn in the flesh” that he mentions here – presumably some chronic illness or disability, something that set him back and limited him. If people were drawn to Paul – and many were not! – they were drawn to him by the depth of his commitment to Jesus and by the hardships he endured because of that commitment. 

This passage contains of Paul’s deep learnings: that sometimes his weakness makes room for God’s strength, God’s power. This is an important truth, and one that I am on my own long-term journey with! 

I take a lot of delight in offering my capacities and capabilities to God for the service of God’s church. I don’t much like not being good at something, or not being able to do something, because it’s beyond my skill or capacity. 

Paul’s hard-won insight here reminds me of what I know to be true: that sometimes our weaknesses, failures, and inadequacies leave room for God to do something else with that situation. To unfold some other possibility that I would not have thought of. To let someone else step in and use their gifts. To let something not happen, which is also, sometimes, a necessary grace. 

Maybe some of you also need to sit with – to wrestle with – this truth.

Finally, our Gospel today is another story about another kind of power – the divine power of God at work in and through Jesus, fully human and fully God. 

Mark’s Gospel offers us fascinating glimpses of how Jesus’ power might have worked. Last week we heard about the woman who approached Jesus in the crowd, seeking healing. She touched the hem of his cloak and was immediately healed. The text says that the power goes out from Jesus – without his even seeing the woman; the holy, healing power within him just responds to her need. 

Today, we hear about the complaints and resistance of the people of his hometown. This passage has a life beyond the Biblical text because it’s such a familiar and human dynamic. Many of us know about going back to your hometown, literal or metaphorical, and having folks just be unable to see who you are now. 

Instead they see you through the lens of your family, or of who you were, or who they expected you to become, when you left town at 18.

God help you if you haven’t lived up to your perceived potential. 

And God help you if you’ve gone farther than expected – laying you open to the criticism of “getting above your raising.” These folks definitely think Jesus is getting above his raising. Who does he think he is??? 

These Gospel stories suggest to me that God’s power is eager to do good in us and for us; but seems to need some openness from us. We have our own power to block or deny. Which is not – I hasten to say – to suggest that if we’re not receiving healing or grace, it’s because we’re not thinking good enough thoughts. But it is, I think, an invitation to examine our own openness – and our own resistance – to the possibility that God might want to be at work in us and in our lives. 

Political power, personal power, divine power. The forces that shape our daily lives and our larger, common life … for the worse, or the better. 

We’ll continue now with our usual readings from American history – some familiar, some new this year. These, too, are readings about power. I invite you to notice that, as you listen. I invite you, too, if you like, to underline or note any word or phrase that particularly stands out to you… 

News & Notes, Sunday, July 7, 2024

Intergenerational Sunday School, Sunday, July 7, 11:30AM: Stay after church (or come on over!) for a short Sunday school lesson for grownups, kids, youth and elders all together. We’ll hear and discuss the Godly Play Story of Creation, and we’ll be done by noon! This summer while we don’t have regular Sunday school during church, we will try out Sunday school for all ages together on a few Sundays.

Support our High School Youth Mission Trip! Our high school youth group heads out on July 18 for our annual mission trip to Racine. You can support us in a couple of ways!  First, become a sponsor! You’ll get a Thank You postcard from the youth. You can sponsor the trip by writing a check for $25.00 or more with “Youth Mission” as the memo, or by going to donate.stdunstans.com and choosing “Youth Trip Sponsorship.”Second: Bring donations that we can take to the places we’re visiting! Mary’s Room at St. Paul’s, Watertown, welcomes diapers, diaper cream, baby shampoo/soap, baby and toddler socks, and the Hospitality Center at St. Luke’s, Racine, welcomes razors, toothpaste, deodorant, underwear (for men or women), sunscreen, and nail clippers. Bring your donations to the church by Wednesday, July 17! 

Try out Plastic Free July! Plastic Free July doesn’t mean we’ll actually be able to avoid plastic for a month (or even a day!) – but that we’ll take some time to pay attention to plastic, especially single-use plastic, in our lives, and look for steps we can take. This is one way to live into our shared commitment to care for creation. Each week we’ll share an idea or direction for reducing single-use plastics! This week, the invitation is to explore the website, which has videos, a Pesky Plastics quiz, and lots of ideas and resources: https://www.plasticfreejuly.org . Here’s a quote from the Plastic Free July website: “Plastic Free July is an opportunity not only to look at our own plastic use and make individual changes, but a chance to be part of something bigger – to join with others and belong to a movement leading the way in changing both behaviour and policy.”

Come explore our neighborhood! Wednesday, July 10, Marshall Park, 7PM: Our Good Futures Accelerator team invites members of the parish to join us in exploring the streets and neighborhoods immediately surrounding the church. Many of us don’t live close by, and understanding the church’s location better will feed our shared wondering about how St. Dunstan’s might better engage with our neighbors in the future. At each session we’ll gather for brief instructions, head out to walk around for about a half hour (in pairs or one by one), then re-gather for some shared reflection; it should take about an hour overall.  On Wednesday, July 10, we’ll meet by the parking lot at Marshall Park at 7PM. Kids and youth welcome too!

Cookie Church, 6:30 – 7:30PM, Sunday, July 14: Cookie Church is simple bedtime church. It is child-centered but not just for kids. We will share singing, story, Eucharist, and a snack. (Yes, there will be cookies.) We end with bedtime prayers and it’s OK to come in your pajamas! (Vespers folks, there WILL be Vespers this evening – Rev. Miranda will be in touch about plans!)

Second Summer Bat Count, Sunday evening, July 14, 8:30PM(ISH): Come hang out and count the bats emerging from the colony on our property. This is part of a statewide bat count to monitor bat populations, so it’s both science and a chance to get to know our (flying) neighbors. All are welcome! You’ll find us behind the main church building. You may appreciate bringing folding chairs or a blanket to lie on, and your favorite bug spray. It’s OK to bring snacks too. Arrive anytime between 8 and 8:30PM – it’s hard to know when the bats will start emerging. We’re usually done with the count by 9:15 or so, when the bats are mostly out and it gets too dark to count.

Summer Evening Drama Camp 2024, July 29 – August 2: Mark your calendars! This year’s Drama Camp will focus on the Biblical story (stories!!) of King David. Kids ages 5 through high school are invited. High schoolers (including rising 9th graders) are invited to participate as youth leaders and helpers and may choose to prepare and present a short portion of the David story as well. We’ll meet from 5:30 – 7:30, Monday through Friday, with performances on Friday; high schoolers may stay till 8PM. More information and registration forms soon! Friends very welcome!

St. Dunstan’s Saturday Book Club, 10 am, August 3, 2024: Join us as we discuss “The Story of More” by Hope Jahren (2020). This will be a Zoom meeting; contact the church for a zoom link. Synopsis “Hope Jahren, an award-winning geobiologist and writer, pens “The Story of More,” an impassioned open letter to humanity regarding our future. Jahren acknowledges our impressive accomplishments but warns of the dangerous consequences of our excessive consumption, particularly in relation to carbon dioxide emissions. She explains the science behind key inventions, such as electricity and automobiles that contribute to climate change. Jahren emphasizes the urgent need for change and offers science-based solutions. “The Story of More” is a concise primer on climate change that urges us to use less and share more for the sake of our planet’s survival.”
Would you like to join one of St. Dunstan’s most important ministry teams? Our Giving Campaign team usually starts its work over the summer, and we’re looking for new members! Useful skills include writing, graphic design, event planning, project management, strategic visioning, and much more! You don’t need to be a “money person.” Around 85% of St. Dunstan’s annual income comes from members’ pledged giving, so this work is truly essential for St. Dunstan’s to sustain and grow our ministries. Let Rev. Miranda know if you are interested or want to learn more.

Prayer List

For all essential workers and healthcare workers:

Carol, Anna, Clara, Jenileigh, Holly, Tim, Kieran, Crystal, Alexis, Carrie, Jim, Jake, Krista, Linda, Sean, Cynthia, Tracy, Mike, Hayden, Cass, Misty, John, Becca, Amy, Jess, James, Debra, Eric, Madelynn.

For those in any need or trouble, especially those on our parish prayer list: Billie, Jenny, Jeb, Bill, John, Pete, Terry, Dan,  Peg, Natalia, Cassia, Steve, John, Joe, Pamela, Matthew, Barbara, Vita, Scott, Sandy, Ben, Michael, Dwight, Kay, Kathy, John, April, Marvalene, Barbara, Bernice, Katie, and Joanne. We pray as well for those living with addiction and those struggling in recovery, and for all those living with mental illness.

For all who have died, especially Ann; and for those who mourn, especially Mary. 

For these people serving our country:

Zoe, Dennis, Liam, Conner, Eric, Luke, Nicholas, Joseph, Diane, and Sam and their families.

Sermon, June 2

The Gospels contain a good handful of stories about Jesus healing on the sabbath. There’s this one, the story of the man with the withered hand, here in the Gospel of Mark – and also told in the gospels of Matthew and Luke, which use Mark as a source text. There’s another in Luke chapter 13, when Jesus heals a woman who has something wrong with her back; she is bent over and can’t stand straight, and has been living with this condition for eighteen years. In the fifth chapter of John’s Gospel, Jesus sees a man who has been disabled, and living as a beggar, for thirty-eight years, and he heals him; later on he also restores sight to a young man who is blind, also on the sabbath. 

In each of these stories Jesus is challenged about these acts, which some onlookers see as violation of sabbath-keeping. And he has a number of snappy responses. He says, “Shouldn’t this woman be set free from her bondage on the Sabbath day?” He says, “My Father is still working [today], and so am I.” He says, “It is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.” And in today’s Mark passage, he says, “The Sabbath was created for humans; humans weren’t created for the Sabbath. This is why the Son of Man is Lord even over the Sabbath.”

These many accounts make me think this is something Jesus really did. He healed and helped a lot of people, and sometimes he did it on the Sabbath, the holy day set aside to rest from work; and that upset some people, who felt that this was breaking the sabbath, or perhaps upstaging God on a holy day. 

To really understand these stories we need to pause and talk about sabbath. What does that mean? In Judaism, the Sabbath is a day, once a week, set apart for rest and worship. God practices sabbath in the Biblical day of creation – creating light, dark, earth and water, and all living things, then resting on the seventh day. 

Keeping Sabbath is mandated in the Ten Commandments, the way of life given to God’s people through Moses long ago: “Remember the Sabbath day and treat it as holy. Six days you may work and do all your tasks, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the Lord your God. Do not do any work on it—not you, your sons or daughters, your servants, your animals, or the immigrant who is living with you.” (Exodus 20:8-11, CEB).

For modern Jews who observe the sabbath, that means things like not flipping light switches or turning on the oven to cook a meal – because the Book of Exodus says, “You shall kindle no fire in your dwellings on the Sabbath day.” If you have a fancy lunch after Sabbath worship, members of your community can’t prepare it or clean it up.

It’s important for us as outsiders to understand that those practices – those restrictions – are not the heart of Sabbath. Those are outwards signs intended to move people into a way of being, a mindset of intentional rest. It’s a time of the week, Friday sunset to Saturday sunset, separated from the rest of life by a hard line – set apart as a reminder that they are a people set apart, called and chosen to honor God by their way of living. 

Many of us recently lost power for a few hours or a few days. Think about how you would organize your life if there were going to be 24 hours every week when you could not turn anything on. It would become an important rhythm in your life; you would orient much of your week around preparing for and protecting that holy time. 

So what does it mean when Jesus says that the Sabbath was created for humans; humans weren’t created for the Sabbath? 

It means, for one thing, that Sabbath isn’t something God needs. That’s a common theme in the books of the prophets from before the time of Jesus: God doesn’t need our religious observances.

The Hebrew Bibles states pretty clearly that none of the religious observances of God’s first people are set up to meet God’s needs. For example, God doesn’t ask for animal sacrifices because God is hungry. 

Rather, these practices are tools to form God’s people. That’s the reframing Jesus is doing about the sabbath – and it’s both radical, and consistent with the witness of the prophets before him. He’s saying that the point of the sabbath is to point us towards God. And if there are aspects of our sabbath-keeping that don’t point us towards God, then maybe change is needed. 

And Sabbath is also, fundamentally, explicitly, about rest – so that God’s people don’t work themselves to utter exhaustion and depletion. Which means that sabbath is also about human wholeness and flourishing. 

So there are two different ways in which the sabbath was made for humanity, as a gift: to help people turn back towards God, our loving Creator, and to provide a weekly pause, a time of rest and recovery. 

Matthew and Luke tell this story, from Mark, in their Gospels. But they don’t like this saying of Jesus! They’re comfortable saying that Jesus – the Son of Man – is Lord of the sabbath. But both of them edit out Jesus saying that the Sabbath was created for humans. I think they’re just too committed to the Judaism of their ancestors to feel OK about the idea that how we keep sabbath is less important than what sabbath does inside of us. 

For Jesus, refusing to heal someone – to offer them a physical restoration that they desire – because it happens to be the sabbath, feels like itself a violation of sabbath. He seems to feel that these leaders who are saying, “Just wait and do it tomorrow,” have a distorted sense of sabbath that’s no longer pointing towards God and God’s intentions for humanity. 

As our Presiding Bishop Michael Curry likes to say, If it’s not about love, it’s not about God. 

Let me gesture towards a couple of nuances! I want to be clear that the pushback on Jesus’ Sabbath healings seems to me like a religious leader thing, not a Jewish thing. As somebody who presides over public worship, I understand the feeling that there’s a decorum and an order and a purpose in spaces like this that can be disrupted, even by good things. I think we’ve gotten pretty good at handling joyful disruption here at St. Dunstan’s, but that has taken time and work, and it’s somewhat countercultural with respect to the wider church. Many of the people who feel called to roles like mine are people who like know what’s going on in the room and what’s going to happen next, and that’s probably true always and everywhere. 

The second nuance has to do with disability and healing. It’s not clear in every story, but I sure hope that these people approached Jesus seeking healing – and that Jesus didn’t see a withered hand or a crooked back and think, “Well, we gotta fix THAT.” There’s a big project underway, church, of shifting our understanding of human wholeness and flourishing so that it doesn’t presume bodies look or work in particular ways – or minds either, for that matter. 

There’s a book I’d like to read – maybe some people would like to read it with me – called, “My body is not a prayer request: Disability justice in the church.” There are good reasons for people to desire physical healing – especially in societies that limit and stigmatize on them. There are also good reasons for us all to come to greater respect for disabled people, and their presence, giftedness and worth. 

Okay. Back to sabbath. As Christians, we don’t keep sabbath. Just a few weeks ago we read about the early church’s active and somewhat contentious discernment process about what aspects of Jewish law should be binding for Christians. And Sabbath did not make the cut. People will sometimes talk about Sunday as our sabbath but we did not, in those early decades and centuries, take on the prohibitions and practices that would have really set apart Sunday as a true sabbath in that way. 

There are a few Christian groups that have more of a true sabbath practice, but it’s never been dominant in our faith. 

So does Jesus’ saying here – the sabbath was made for humanity, not humanity for the sabbath – have anything to say to us? 

We as Episcopalians are not sabbath keepers, but we can be a little particular about how we worship. We’re a few weeks out from our next General Convention, the every-three-years gathering of bishops and elected deputies from across the church to pass legislation on church matters. Which means we’re in the throes of another round of angst about liturgical revision. 

I will not get into the weeds about that here! It does not concern us much. But when we’re talking about altering our received patterns of worship – revising or editing the 1979 Book of Common Prayer, for example – we are very much talking about whether humanity was made made for the sabbath, or the sabbath for humanity. 

Are these ways of worship a requirement from Above that we must enact precisely in order to fulfill all righteousness, or are thee just tools to bring us into God’s presence, such that when they are not doing that very well, we should change them? 

As Anglicans, our way of faith BEGAN with one great big discernment that we needed to dramatically change our way of worship for it to actually bring people closer to God. 

Thomas Cranmer, charged by King Henry VIII with creating an English church, wrote in the preface of the first English Book of Common Prayer in 1549, “There was never any thing by the wit of man so well devised, or so sure established, which in continuance of time hath not been corrupted…” Sometime, grab a prayer book and read that preface in full; it’s in the Historical Documents section in the back of the book. 

It’s very clear that Cranmer’s motive for advancing worship in English instead of Latin, and for simplifying worship and including more Scripture in worship, was to help ordinary people develop their own piety and spirituality. Cranmer emphatically believed that the sabbath was made for humanity, and that time-honored practices of worship could – must – be changed in order to help humans approach the Holy. And he did not think he was creating the one thing that would work forever. He anticipated continued revision. 

I’m astonished sometimes by the degree to which some Episcopalians in the larger church can lose the plot on what makes us Anglican, and start to talk as if we were made for the 1979 Prayerbook, and not the prayerbook made for us. 

The purpose of liturgy, and how best to fulfill it, is interesting to me; it may be interesting to a few of you as well. If so, let’s chat; I’m thinking of re-gathering a liturgy committee later this year and maybe you’d enjoy being part of that. But let me turn to something relevant to more of us. 

Sabbath as a word and concept has escaped its specific historical and religious context and is used somewhat more broadly, in secular contexts. 

When I hear people talk about sabbath in that more general sense, I think they mean not just a break from the pace and demands of daily life, but a time that allows some restoration of what has been worn or depleted or damaged by that pace and those demands. 

Sabbath includes rest – sleeping and napping, or down time without much agenda. Space to do things you enjoy, things you can choose freely to do – or not.

Sabbath is different from vacation, because vacation can be its own kind of work, right? Keeping up with the itinerary, dealing with logistics, checking things off the bucket list, attending to everyone’s needs and expectations. Vacation can be exhausting. 

I try to take two days off a week – usually Saturday and Monday, my “weekend,” though there is sometimes church stuff on Saturdays. Like everyone else, I have a certain quota of adulting, of small and large responsibilities to attend to, during the hours that aren’t committed to my work as rector of St. Dunstan’s. 

It does not happen every week, but it feels so good when, now and then, I have enough time that I can finish doing one thing and the next thing isn’t already cued up: checking the bank account, doing laundry, making dinner. Instead, I can ask myself, “What would I like to do now?” 

That kind of time is hard to come by. But I feel like that’s an element of sabbath. Sabbath isn’t just a day off work to do all the other work that life requires. It’s time – a lot or a little – that’s somehow spacious enough that we can follow our hearts, and truly rest. 

And because God’s agenda for us includes human wellbeing and flourishing, this is not really a secularization of the concept of sabbath. This is just … Sabbath. Returning to ourselves; having time to tend to ourselves, and to people and activities we love. 

This week brings the end of the school year for some of our kids and their families. It’s a season when patterns and rhythms change, for many households – which does NOT mean more free time, and indeed can mean more scrambling, and less of the comfort of structure and routine. 

For me summer always feels like a ten-week struggle for the right balance between taking time at work for some bigger-picture thinking and planning for the year ahead, AND trying to work less and rest and play more. It has its own kind of intensity, and sabbath can be just as elusive as during the program year. 

Here on the cusp of summer, friends, whatever your circumstances, whatever the turn of the season means or doesn’t mean for you: it’s never a bad time to think about sabbath. 

To remember that God called God’s first people to pause, and re-center, and rest… and still calls us to the same. 

To wonder about whether and where we might be able, through some strategic saying No to this or Yes to that, to open up even a little bit of sabbath spaciousness in our lives and hearts. 

And to know deeply that what God wants for us, from us, includes rest, restoration, playfulness and joy. 

Homily, May 5

Our Acts lesson today is a slightly abbreviated version of Acts Chapter 15. 

This chapter of Acts, about the leaders of the church in Jerusalem deciding to endorse the mission to the Gentiles, is not in the Sunday lectionary. And I think that’s a shame, because it’s an important story! Most of us are here because the early church, by the guidance of the Holy Spirit, made this decision. 

Father John Rasmus and I talked about this story a couple of weeks ago, as we often talk about upcoming readings. With his extensive knowledge of Scripture, he helped me notice some things about this story. Luke, the author of the book of the Acts of the Apostles, is telling this story a certain way. Peter and James, core leaders in the Jerusalem church, are the main characters. Peter is shown as a strong supporter of sharing the Gospel with Gentiles. And Luke makes it sound like the church came to a clear and settled consensus at this meeting. 

But we have a lot of Paul’s letters included in the Bible as Epistles, and Paul tells this story a different way. He describes this meeting in Jerusalem, in Galatians chapter 2. In Luke, Peter says, “Early on, God chose me from among you as the one through whom the Gentiles would hear the word of the gospel and come to believe.” Whereas Paul says, “…They saw that I had been entrusted with the gospel for the uncircumcised [Gentiles], just as Peter had been entrusted with the gospel for the circumcised – for the One who worked through Peter making him an apostle to the circumcised also worked through me in sending me to the Gentiles.”

Peter met a Roman once and said, “Huh, I guess you could actually become a Christian too!” Paul poured out his life preaching Christ crucified and risen to Gentiles, making disciples and founding churches. 

But: Peter was understood to be Jesus’ chosen leader for the early church. So Luke – writing this history later than Paul’s letters – tells the story in a way that puts Peter more solidly on the right side of history than he probably was at the time. 

In fact, Paul tells an additional story. Sometime after this big meeting, Peter comes to visit the church in Antioch, and at first he shares meals with the Gentile Christians there. But then he gets a rebuke or warning from people who are still saying that there’s something unclean about Gentile Christians who don’t follow Jewish law – and that Peter, as a faithful Jewish Christian, shouldn’t be sitting at table with them. And Peter stops sharing meals with the church. 

Paul calls him out for hypocrisy, and for betraying the Gospel! He says to Peter in front of everybody, “If you, although you are a Jew, live like a Gentile and not like a Jew, because though the Gospel you no longer follow the rules of our Jewish faith, then how can you force Gentiles to live like Jews?!?!” (Galatians 2:14). 

Now, Paul is telling the story in a way that puts HIM on the right side of history, certainly. But it complicates Luke’s narrative. Father John wonders whether they had to send some extra people to carry that letter because Paul disagreed with the letter and refused to be their messenger. In that letter, the Jerusalem leaders say that Gentiles need to avoid meat from animals sacrificed to idols – killed as part of the rituals of other religions. Paul writes about that issue a couple of places in his letters, and he thinks that’s nonsense – that those idols are false and empty, those rituals are meaningless, and that meat is meat. 

There’s nothing strange about all this; indeed it might feel all too familiar. People with strong opinions wrestling their way through big change. A complex, conflicted process being described after the fact as if it had been simple and clear. People in institutional leadership being retconned, or retconning themselves, into having always held the position that is now the correct position to hold. 

Change is messy. Consider the last 60 years in the Episcopal Church. Prayer book revision; the ordination of women; the movement towards the full inclusion of LGBTQ+ people; working to decenter whiteness in a church with deep cultural roots in the white middle class. I could point to so many examples of big struggles and debates. Of movements for change and movements of resistance. Of leaders who feel uncomfortable with a particular change, but can see that it’s where the Spirit is leading the church. … And leaders who can’t. 

People on the vanguard are always frustrated with the people who are dragging their heels – like Paul’s frustration with Peter. But some of those dragging their heels aren’t just doing it for its own sake; whatever change is in the air just feels big and new and strange to them. 

In this gathering in Jerusalem we see an honest effort to hash out an issue that folks have very deep-seated feelings about, and to try to discern where the Holy Spirit is leading – even though it feels to some folks that the church is letting go of some really important, holy stuff. 

But people tell stories. And maybe even more importantly: People listen. And through listening and sharing, as much as though stating and debating, openness begins to emerge. 

The church begins to be able to make room for the new thing God is doing. It’s not easy; it’s not clear; it’s not settled. That takes much longer. But something breaks open, begins to unfold. 

This story makes me feel grounded and grateful – aware of the ways the Church today is a lot like the church two thousand years ago, and that somehow, in spite of ourselves, God keeps working with and through us. May it always be so. Amen. 

Sermon, April 14

On Sundays in Easter season, instead of Old Testament readings, our calendar of readings gives us texts from the Book of the Acts of the Apostles. Acts is the sequel to the gospel of Luke, which tells about what happened after Jesus’ resurrection – how the disciples began to share the Gospel far and wide, and to found a network of faith communities. There’s a lot of exciting stuff in the book of Acts – funny stories, scary stories, adventure stories. This year I’ve tinkered with the lectionary calendar a bit, to give us a little more of the larger story of Acts. 

With that, let’s turn to today’s story. First: Who is this Philip? There was a disciple named Philip, one of the Twelve, but this is not that Philip. This Philip is one of the first deacons. In Acts chapter 6, we read, “Now during those days, when the disciples were increasing in number, the Hellenists complained against the Hebrews because their widows were being neglected in the daily distribution of food.” 

There’s a lot implied here; let’s unpack. The Christian community in Jerusalem is growing fast, and it includes both people of Jewish background – Hebrews – and non-Jews, Gentiles, here described as “Hellenists.” And: One of the things the brand-new Christian community is doing, is feeding the hungry – distributing food. 

Last week we heard, “There were no poor people among [the first Christians]. Those who owned properties or houses would sell them, bring the proceeds from the sales, and place them in the care and under the authority of the apostles. Then it was distributed to anyone who was in need.” Widows – women without a man to provide for them – were a particularly vulnerable population. So the church is providing food. But because the core leadership of the church are all Jews at this point, there is either a bias in food distribution, or a perception of bias in food distribution, in favor of the Jewish widows. 

The leaders of the church – the Twelve Disciples, who have rebranded as the Twelve Apostles – offer one of the classic responses of authority challenged: They say, “That’s not our job.” They say: “It is not right that we should neglect the word of God in order to wait at tables.” So they have seven men chosen to take charge of this humble task of distributing food fairly. And seven men are duly chosen, and the apostles pray and lay their hands on them. Luke never uses the word “deacon,” but these are understood to be the first deacons – people called by the church, and ordained to a role of service, both within the church and towards the wider community.

But! It very quickly becomes clear that some of these deacons have been chosen either very badly or very well, depending on your perspective. One of them, Stephen, immediately goes out and starts preaching the Gospel – and arguing with critics. Many people become Christians because of his words. He is arrested, tried, and condemned to death, and becomes the first Christian martyr. So much for waiting at tables.

And then there’s Philip. After Stephen’s death, many leaders in the Jerusalem church scatter. Philip goes to Samaria in the north; he preaches there and casts out demons, and many people are converted, including a former magician named Simon, which is a fun little story. Then he gets this message from God to head down to the road that leads south from Jerusalem towards Gaza, and see what happens. There he meets the Ethiopian eunuch, and today’s story unfolds.

I want to be clear that Philip is not only stepping far out of the role to which he was called; he is getting well ahead of the church. The people of Samaria, north of Judea, were seen by other Jews as religiously dubious. That’s part of the background for the parable of the Good Samaritan, for example. 

When a bunch of people there become Christians through Philip’s ministry, Peter and John – the core leaders of the early church – have to come to Samaria to make sure all of this is in order. 

And then Philip rushes off and baptizes an Ethiopian eunuch, who is even more of an outsider than Samaritans. At this point in the book of Acts, Paul, who will become the great apostle to the Gentiles, hasn’t even become a Christian yet. He was literally just holding people’s coats while they stoned Stephen to death. The early church will not fully endorse ministry to non-Jews until chapter 15, and it takes some real discernment and argumentation to get there. 

Philip does not wait on church consensus. He hears God say, Go there. Talk to him. And he goes, and talks. 

After Acts chapter 8, which is mostly about Philip, we don’t hear anything else about him except a brief mention in chapter 21. Luke and others visit Philip in Caesarea, and meet his four young daughters, who have the gift of prophesy. I feel like it’s very on brand for Philip to have a houseful of young people who are just full to overflowing with the spirit of God. 

So. That’s Philip. Now let me say a little about the Ethiopian eunuch. Tradition has given him several names, and using a name feels better than referring to him by these labels, so let’s call him Simeon. But we need to talk about his labels. First, he’s Ethiopian – that’s straightforward enough. Ethiopia is in East Africa, south and east of Egypt and the Sudan. It’s one of the oldest civilizations in the world, with cultural and economic relationships to Ancient Egypt, Rome, and many other kingdoms and empires over the millennia. 

It’s not surprising that an educated first-century Ethiopian would have been familiar with Jewish faith and scriptures, as Simeon is, nor that a wealthy Ethiopian might travel as far as Jerusalem. (There is still a significant community of Ethiopian Jews in Israel!) 

As for Simeon’s job, the Candace or Kandake seems to have been a queen or a queen-mother figure in the Ethiopian kingdom of Luke’s time. There’s archaeological evidence for this kind of role: a female ruler, the king’s mother or sister, secondary to the king, but with her own court and treasury. 

Which brings us to the more difficult part of Simeon’s identity: That he was a eunuch. Look, it would be easier to assume we all know what that word means and hurry along, but my commitment to understanding Scripture won’t let me do that. (I was going to prep this story as a Sunday school lesson until I started to think about it!) I am not going to go into details, but let me read a few sentences from the Wikipedia entry, OK? 

“A eunuch is a male who has been castrated… Over the millennia…, [eunuchs] have performed a wide variety of functions in many different cultures… Eunuchs would usually be servants or slaves who had been castrated to make them less threatening servants of a royal court where physical access to the ruler could wield great influence… Eunuchs supposedly did not… have loyalties to the military, the aristocracy, or a family of their own. They were thus seen as more trustworthy…Because their condition usually lowered their social status, they could also be easily replaced or killed without repercussion.”

I think that’s helpful in terms of not just the physicality of Simeon’s identity as a eunuch, but the cultural and psychological aspects. 

He carried great trust and responsibility – because he was seen as someone who didn’t have a stake in anything, no agenda of his own to advance. I hasten to say that I don’t think the capacity to produce biological children has some intrinsic tie to personality and motivation! – but that’s the understanding at work, here. 

In Jewish law, as laid out in the books of Leviticus and Deuteronomy, eunuchs were forbidden to enter the tablernacle or temple – the holy places where God’s people came before God. That prohibition was a reflection of a general discomfort, in Mosaic Law, with things that are neither this nor that, that don’t fit into the dominant categories.

So Simeon was a double outsider, to Philip. A non-Jew, a foreigner, visibly different due to his dark skin, though that would not have carried the same racial implications it does today. And a eunuch – a social role that bore a paradoxical combination of privilege and stigma. But Philip – being Philip – seems totally unconcerned by any of that. They talk about the Bible, and Philip talks about Jesus, and then Simeon asks about baptism, and Philip says: Let’s do this. 

I want to pause on the fact that this encounter happens on the road from Jerusalem to Gaza. Gaza as a place-name goes way back; in the Bible it’s first used in Genesis. For millennia it’s been a region close to Israelite territory – sometimes enemies, sometimes just neighbors. I wondered about that road, so I put it into Google Maps – How does someone get from Jerusalem to Gaza today? Google Maps told me, “Sorry, we could not calculate driving directions.” The road is there, but it stops at the northern border of Gaza. The borders are closed, right now – to civilian traffic and to most humanitarian aid. 

Philip and Simeon’s encounter happened during a time of open roads, under the paradoxical peace of the Roman Empire – the Pax Romana, in which many nations and kingdoms were, for a while, under one global power that made them get along. I don’t think a new worldwide empire is a good solution today. I just want to notice that Simeon and Philip could meet – and so much of the missionary work of the early church was possible – because of those open borders. Because people were able to move and share and connect. God’s holy possibilities have the best chance of unfolding into human realities when we aren’t barred and bound from encountering one another. 

I have spent a lot of time with the story of Philip and Simeon in the past few months because of my role helping grade the General Ordination Exams, the written exam taken by everyone seeking ordination to the priesthood in the Episcopal Church. The question I graded this year asked candidates for Biblical texts to support the Episcopal Church’s position on the full human dignity of transgender people. This story is one of the texts many candidates chose – probably because they have read queer theology or Bible commentaries that use this story to help make a Scriptural case for the full inclusion of LGBTQ+ people. 

The fact that Simeon was, undeniably, a stigmatized sexual minority, has become a stepping stone to theological work building bridges from Simeon to gay, trans, and other queer identities in the church. 

There are really important ways Simeon’s identity as a eunuch is different from transgender identity. Becoming a eunuch in the ancient world was not the emergence from the inside out of a deep and true sense of self, as a gender transition can be. Rather, it was something forced upon you, a violent act by people with power over your body and your future. 

Furthermore, the whole point of eunuchs was this idea that they would be fully loyal to their role because they couldn’t have children. Trans people can very much have children and families – and I think we’ve gotten a little wiser about not assuming that having children is the only path to a meaningful life! 

Simeon was not transgender. Or at least: We have no reason to think that Simeon was transgender. But he was someone who didn’t fit people’s categories, with respect to sexuality and gender, in a way that was stigmatized, that pushed him to the margins. 

A young friend recently shared a video clip of a trans woman explaining that God made her trans as a test. She goes on to clarify: Not a test for ME. A test for other people. To see if they’re able to love me the way God loves me. 

This story about Philip and Simeon – it’s not a conversion story, in which someone without faith comes to faith. Simeon is already a believer in Israel’s God; that’s why he made pilgrimage to Jerusalem. He has taken the first big step into belief already, and now he wants to understand more deeply; that’s why he’s studying Scripture. 

Philip seizes the opportunity presented by the particular Isaiah passage he’s reading – one of the so-called Suffering Servant songs, which Christians have been interpreting as pointing towards Jesus since, apparently, this exact moment. Philip tells Simeon about Jesus, this man who preached justice and love, and welcomed those at the margins; and who was executed, but rose from the dead, and told his followers to baptize people into this new family of faith, the church. And Simeon hears something that touches his heart – and when they see some kind of seasonal pond along the road, he asks, “What is to prevent me from being baptized?” 

I love that phrasing. It’s like he’s challenging Philip to withhold baptism, to prove that this Gospel is not as welcoming as he claims. At the temple in Jerusalem, Simeon would have been doubly excluded – as a eunuch and as a non-Jew, despite his belief – from anything beyond the outermost Court of the Gentiles. He wants to know: Does Jesus, and Jesus’ church, welcome me fully as I am? Here’s some water. Prove it. 

Philip doesn’t convert Simeon. Simeon already believes; God is at work in his heart and his life. This encounter isn’t a test for Simeon. It’s a test for Philip, and for the church.  

Philip is whisked away to preach elsewhere, and Simeon goes on his way, rejoicing. I wish, a little bit, that the story ended differently: that Simeon brought his voice, his background and faith, his beautiful and challenging self, to the Jerusalem church, and helped shape its growth. But instead, he takes the Gospel home, to Ethiopia. Christianity takes root and spreads there, and boy, does it bear fruit. 

Christianity becomes the state religion in Ethiopia in the year 330, a full fifty years before the same thing happened in Rome. The Garima Gospels, dating from around the year 500, are the world’s oldest surviving illuminated Christian manuscripts. Ethiopian Christianity is not well known in the wider world but it is deep and old and rich and lovely. Our smaller processional cross is Ethiopian, decorated with the distinctive style of Ethiopian Christian art. Our practice of honoring the Gospel book by carrying a canopy above it in procession is borrowed indirectly from the Ethiopian Orthodox churches. 

And look up some photos of Ethiopian church forests online sometime! Listen to this short description: “The church forests in Ethiopia are small fragments of forest surrounding Ethiopian Orthodox Tewahedo Churches. Northern Ethiopia was once covered in forests, but due to deforestation for agriculture, only about 4% of the original forested lands remain. Church leaders have long held the belief that a church needs to be surrounded by a forest, and these sacred forests have been tended for some 1,500 years…. There are around 35,000… church forests in the region.” (Wikipedia)

All of this, I find, leads me to questions rather than conclusions. I have focused here on trans folks because of all those GOE essays – and because I do believe that the Episcopal Church in general and St. Dunstan’s in particular are called to deeper affirmation of the holy belovedness of trans and non-binary people. 

But I think there are lots of kinds of people who could sit in Simeon’s seat in this story. Some of them wait in frustration for the church to see them as prophets instead of problems. Some of them aren’t connected with church at all, and are building new worlds driven by their own inner sense of holy possibility, while the church misses out on coming to know them, because we’re too fearful or shy or invested in the way things have always been.

What people of deep and eager faith are just waiting to be seen, named, and welcomed, today? 

What new churches is God longing to build, in our time? 

Sermon, April 7

The second Sunday after Easter always brings us the story of the apostle Thomas – often known as Doubting Thomas. Honestly, it’s a little aggressive of the lectionary – it’s like it’s telling us all, “Didn’t find the Easter story convincing? Well, how about THIS?” 

I wish we didn’t have this text every single year – it gets hard to write a new sermon about it! But I do value this story. I like it that Thomas feels bold enough and safe enough to tell the other disciples, I’m sorry, I just can’t get there with you. I didn’t share your experience and what you’re telling me is more than I feel able to accept as real and true. 

I like it that this apparently doesn’t break their relationships; the other disciples don’t shun Thomas, Thomas doesn’t cut them off either. They’re all together, a week later, when the risen Jesus shows up a second time. And I like it that Jesus responds kindly to Thomas’s doubts. He doesn’t exclude or shame him for having questions, for needing to see for himself. Jesus offers him what he needs. 

John’s Jesus does say, Blessed are those who haven’t seen, and yet believe. And John concludes, These things are written so that you may come to believe… and through believing have life in his name. That all feels a little pressure-y, you know? I’d kind of like John – and John’s Jesus – to give us the latitude to have our own doubts and needs and hopes, on our path of faith, as Thomas does. 

It’s in that light that I want to share with you all some words from Bishop Matt Gunter. Bishop Matt is currently the interim assisting bishop of the Episcopal Diocese of Milwaukee – our regional church jurisdiction, which covers the southern third of Wisconsin. He is the bishop of the Episcopal Diocese of Fond du Lac, which covers the eastern half of the rest of the state; he’s served there since 2014. He’s also been the provisional bishop of the Diocese of Eau Claire, north and west of us, since late 2020. 

The three Episcopal dioceses in Wisconsin are currently quite far along in the process of exploring reunification – becoming one state-wide diocese, as it was 150 years ago. The hope is that this  reorganization will help us use our shared resources better, and structure ourselves for mission and ministry. EpiscoWisco camp, which I think at least eight St. Dunstan’s kids will attend in June, is a great example of the fruit this might bear. The Diocese of Milwaukee had become unable to sustain a camp program on our own, but the Diocese of Fond du Lac had a long-standing and lively camp program, and the past couple of years we’ve been invited to join in, and be part of that program that’s so important for our young people. 

Anyway. There will be a big vote on May 4, about whether the three dioceses should reunify. Your lay deputies to that convention are Shirley Laedlein, Val McAuliffe, Gail Jordan-Jones, and Isabelle Marceau. If the dioceses vote to reunify, then that decision has to be approved at the Episcopal Church’s General Convention in June. At that point, Bishop Matt would become our bishop – not just our interim assisting bishop, which basically means we call him if we need something done that only a bishop can do, while a body called the Standing Committee actually runs the diocese; but our regular, official bishop. He has said that he would serve in that role for two to five years, while the new united diocese figures out who we are together and starts to explore what we need from our next bishop, so that we’re ready to undertake the significant work of a bishop search. 

I take the upcoming votes very seriously, and nobody knows the outcome. But I think most folks expect that we will move ahead. 

So, in anticipation that Bishop Matt may well become our next bishop, I’m going to introduce him to you a bit today. I first started to get to know him when we served on a legislative committee together for the last General Convention in 2022; I’ve continued to get to know him through clergy retreats and other events. 

I can tell you that he’s a serious-minded person, a deep thinker, but he doesn’t take himself too seriously. On Easter Sunday he posted a photo on Facebook of a table covered with bells, at the cathedral in Fond du Lac, with a sign above it featuring a photo of himself, and the words “Bishop Matt wants YOU to take a bell!” I like that the cathedral staff feel that their relationship with him is playful enough to do that – and that he found it funny enough to share it. And even though Bishop Matt is not my bishop, yet, I have found him to be responsive and kind when I’ve reached out to him about a few things. He’s meeting via Zoom with our confirmation class this very afternoon. 

With that long introduction, I want to share some of a short essay Bishop Matt wrote several years ago about doubt, and the place of doubt in Christian life. Let it be noted that I am hereby feeding three birds with one scone: giving myself a bit of a break from writing a whole sermon, after Holy Week; introducing you to Bishop Matt; and offering some material relevant to Thomas and his hard-won faith. 

Bishop Matt begins by remembering a conversation with his daughter when she was in second grade. She asked him if he ever had “little floaty things in her head that said No.” For example, she said, “Like when I say to myself there is a God and the floaty things say, ‘No, there isn’t.’ Or I say, ‘God loves me,’ and they say, ‘No, he doesn’t.'”

Bishop Matt realized that his daughter was describing her early experiences of doubt… and hastened to assure her that he was very familiar with the “little floaty things that say No,” and had been since childhood. 

He writes, ‘At one time or another, most of us have wondered about the existence of God, or God’s goodness, or God’s love for us personally. And doubt is not limited to the theoretical… 

‘On a more practical level, it includes questioning whether the way of life revealed in Jesus Christ is really the way to our fullest life and deepest joy. Is the way of gentleness, love, and forgiveness really the way? Whether they are theoretical or practical, the questions are bound to arise. What do we do with the little floaty things that say “No”?’ 

Then he proceeds to offer some reflections on doubt. First of all, he says, “Do not be ashamed, embarrassed, or afraid of your doubts. They come with the territory and actually act as a spur to spiritual growth. Frederick Buechner calls doubts, ‘The ants in the pants of faith.’” I have to admit that I’m not entirely sure what to make of that quotation – if I had ants in my pants, I’d probably take off the pants. But I do agree that doubts and questions can spur us to deeper seeking. 

Bishop Matt continues, “On the other hand, beware the snare of pride. It is easy to become self-satisfied for being so clever and sophisticated as to see all the difficulties with faith for ‘thinking people.’” Maybe you’ve run into this too – the person who thinks they’ve popped the illusory bubble of faith by pointing out, for example, the fact that children suffer. As if deeply intelligent, wise, and faithful people haven’t been grappling with understanding suffering in light of God’s goodness for literally thousands of years. 

Don’t be surprised by doubt, Bishop Matt advises. He says, “[Doubt] is part of the conversion process. The gospel is, after all, foolishness and a stumbling block. When the values and biases of the gospel conflict with the values and biases of this world into which we have been enculturated, there will be tension… 

That is true whether the prejudices are intellectual, moral, or theological. That tension leads to doubt. It also leads to a choice. Which biases am I going to live by?”

Let me give an example. The Litany of Repentance we prayed together in Lent invites us to repent of our “prejudice and contempt towards those who differ from us.” When I look at my life and my heart, I see those places where my inclination, undisciplined by my faith, is to look down on some person or group, or just not to care about them very much. Those are biases received from my society, and they are at odds with the values of my faith, which stubbornly insists that every human is beloved and worthy in God’s eyes – even if they think or do some laughable or despicable things. If I’m trying to follow Jesus, I have to commit to the hard work of seeing everyone’s worth. (Which is not the same thing as never telling someone that they’re wrong, setting boundaries or holding someone accountable.) 

So, yes – one of the friction points of faith is when it’s at odds with how we might live our lives without those convictions and commitments. That can be uncomfortable terrain, but it’s also important and fruitful.  

Bishop Matt goes on to suggest that we should be skeptical of our own skepticism. He writes, “We live in a skeptical age. It is quite easy –  and comfortable – to be a complacent skeptic. But, the bases of many doubts are also subject to doubt… Nothing that matters can be proven beyond a shadow of doubt. Truth can only be demonstrated by the living of it… Unless we are willing to doubt our doubts, our doubts can become merely excuses to avoid the implications of believing.”

Unless we are willing to doubt our doubts, our doubts can become merely excuses to avoid the implications of believing. 

And he continues: “Do not use doubt as an excuse not to follow Jesus or respond to the Spirit’s call. If I neglect to apply for a job because I doubt I will get it, I surely won’t. I can remain unchallenged and comfortable right where I am… 

Jesus calls us to follow just as he called the first disciples. We are left to choose whether we will or not. Thomas exemplifies this in chapter eleven of John’s gospel. When Jesus heads back toward Jerusalem to raise Lazarus, the disciples counsel him not to go because those who want to kill him are there. Jesus starts walking toward Jerusalem anyway. Thomas says to the others, ‘Let us also go, that we may die with him.’ He had come to believe that following Jesus was the way to his deepest joy and was committed to following him and sharing his fate. The knowing often comes in the following.”

Let it be noted: That’s the same Thomas as in today’s Gospel! It makes a kind of sense that the depth and boldness of his commitment to Jesus in life, led to deep grief after his death – and to Thomas’ reluctance to believe too easily or quickly that Jesus had risen and returned. 

Bishop Matt observes that it’s important to recognize that “while faith has its difficulties, so do its opposites, unbelief and apathy. For example, the persistence of evil and suffering has been a perennial problem for those who believe in a loving God who desires our good. The problem is not solved, however, by removing God from the equation. The question is only changed to ‘If we are no more than the most recent byproduct of a cosmic accident, why do we care so much about the suffering of others?’ Or, even more problematic, ‘Why should we care?” Some people are starving. Others are tortured. If there is no God, and life is accidental anyway, why do I care so much? Why should I?’” 

Now, there are ways that people who don’t believe in God answer those questions. Many atheists are deeply ethical people. The point is that the existential questions remain, whether God is in the picture or not. 

Bishop Matt offers some suggestions about how to live with doubt. First of all, he says, “Talk to God about your doubts – even if it means starting your prayer with, ‘I’m not even sure I believe you are there . . .’ God is not afraid of your doubts or offended by your questions. After all, Jesus invited Thomas to examine and touch his wounds. [God] has promised [Their] love to you – no matter what. God would much rather have you spend time with [Them] asking hard questions than have you not spend time with [Them] at all.”

And in terms of spending time with God, he urges us to continue with “the discipline of regular prayer and worship… An intimate realization of God’s presence and love puts to rest a lot of the questions.” [I would say, it doesn’t necessarily put the questions to rest, but it can make them a little lighter to carry?] 

Bishop Matt: “Such a realization does not usually happen without some discipline and time on our part. We need to be trained to pay attention spiritually. As with physical discipline, it usually takes time to see the effects of spiritual discipline.”

By the way, our new Centering Prayer group continues to meet on Tuesday evenings at 7PM, if you’d like to try sitting in silence with others as one approach to practicing the presence of God. 

Bishop Matt urges us to remember “that the Church includes and has included many who have struggled with believing; you are not the first person to ask questions about the faith. It is helpful to find out, through reading or conversation, how others have answered – or learned to live with – particular questions.” 

Finally, he invites us to “recognize that there is mystery at the heart of it all. As Christians, we believe that God has spoken and acted definitively through Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. But God has not seen fit to provide answers to our every question. And even the answers we’ve been given contain mystery….”

I don’t think Thomas, or the other disciples, left the room after meeting Jesus that day with a sense of having it all figured out. How it had happened, what it all meant, for them, for the world. When Thomas says, “My Lord and my God!”… he’s speaking in wonder, in awe. Even if and when we have such moments of deep connection with the Holy, we don’t walk away with everything sorted and settled in our minds – for good.  Doubts and questions are part of this path, part of choosing to try to follow Jesus in community. The best thing we can do is befriend our questions, invite them to pull up a chair and have a conversation. Because if there’s really a there there, then our doubts and uncertainties can’t hurt it. But they might lead us deeper – into reflection on self and world; into conversation with faith community, past and present; into empathy, courage, hope; into the presence of that holy Mystery that knows our names, welcomes us as we are, and loves us beyond measure. 

Easter Sermon, March 31

This morning we get to celebrate the baptism of two of our members! Any day is a good day to get baptized. But Easter is a really special time to be baptized, because there are such close connections between Easter and baptism.

Jesus was baptized, by his cousin John, but in the Gospels he talks about his death as another baptism – something he has to go through, to immerse himself in. The word baptism comes from a Greek word that just means “to dunk in water.” So Jesus immerses himself in the waters of death – just like someone going down into the baptismal waters – and comes out, renewed. 

A lot about baptism is mysterious. It’s one of the things we do because Jesus told us to do it, so we ultimately just don’t know what it means or what it does. But that connection with Jesus’ death and resurrection is part of the Church’s understanding: that in baptism we die with Jesus, and rise to new life in Jesus. 

For the first Christians, Easter was when they baptized people – they’d prepare for baptism in Lent, like Kai and Safa have, and then be baptized at Easter, as part of a big celebration of resurrection and new life and joy. So Easter is a very special time for baptism! 

I read something recently about how Easter is kind of like baptism for the whole church. Orthodox theologian Alexander Schmemann wrote, “Even though we are baptized, what we constantly lose and betray is precisely that which we received at baptism. Therefore Easter is our return every year to our own baptism, [and] Lent is our preparation for that return… Every Lent and Easter are, once again, the rediscovery and the recovery by us of what we were made through our own baptismal death and resurrection.” 

So Schmemann is saying that over time, our commitment to living in God’s ways, our clarity about our belonging and belovedness as part of God’s family, gets dented and dimmed by life. 

And Lent and Easter offer us an opportunity to come back to those things, to recover and rediscover, every year. We can’t get baptized again, but we can immerse ourselves in the heavy days of Holy Week and arrive at the fulfillment of Easter. I love that idea – that today isn’t just Kai and Safa’s baptismal day, but it’s a baptism day for all of us who are Kai and Safa’s baptismal community. 

One of the ways we act that out is by joining our baptismal candidates in recommitting ourselves to life as God’s people. Every time there’s a baptism and sometimes when there isn’t, we reaffirm the Baptismal Covenant – a responsive version of the Creed, and then those five questions where we respond, I will with God’s help! Those five questions were written for the 1979 Book of Common Prayer, and have become very beloved and important to people. They offer a good list of practices that will help us stay close to God and each other and ourselves, and be the people God calls us to be for the world. 

But there’s another part of the service we might not know as well, because it goes by fast, and because only the candidates and their families and sponsors say it, not the whole congregation. That’s the Three Renunciations and the Three Affirmations. You can see them on your Sunday supplement – in the first part of the baptismal liturgy. A bunch of questions that start with “Do you”! 

The Renunciations and Affirmations are very old; they seem to go back to pretty early in the Christian practice of baptism. Basically, before you step up to be baptized, somebody speaking for the church asks you: Do you RENOUNCE evil? … RENOUNCE is a fancy word that means, I’m done with this! I won’t have anything to do with it anymore, ever! 

And then they ask: Do you choose to follow Christ? Are you turning away from this one thing, and turning towards this other thing? … 

I want to talk a little more about those Renunciations. There have been many versions, over 1800 years or so. In the version in our prayer book the renunciations move from the cosmic, to the world we live in, to our own interior life: 

Do you renounce Satan and all the spiritual forces of wickedness that rebel against God?

Do you renounce the evil powers of this world which corrupt and destroy the creatures of God? 

Do you renounce all sinful desires that draw you from the love of God?… 

Sometime about 300 years after the time of Jesus, a church leader named Cyril of Jerusalem described what happens at a baptism – kind of explaining what it meant to somebody who has been recently baptized. Here’s part of what he said: 

“Then they told you to you raise your hand, and you renounced Satan, as if he were actually present…. This shameless, impudent demon, the source of all evil, chases you as far as the fountain of salvation. But the demon disappears in the waters of salvation.

That is why you were ordered to raise your hand and say to Satan, as if he were actually present: “I renounce you, Satan,  wicked and cruel tyrant!” … 

And you asserted: “Henceforth, I am no longer in your power. For Christ destroyed that power by sharing with me a nature of flesh and blood. He destroyed death by dying; never again shall I be enslaved to you. I renounce you, crafty serpent full of deceit! I renounce you who lurk in ambush, who pretend friendship but have been the cause of every sin! I renounce you, Satan, author and helper of every evil!”

I think we should consider adding all that! It’s pretty exciting. 

Now, listen: I don’t know if I believe in Satan – the Devil – or not. But there is sure lot of badness in the world. People who do hurtful things – and not just by accident but on purpose. 

There are bad thoughts and ideas and words and forces and systems. Things that shape people’s lives; things that get into our hearts and minds, that hurt us and hurt other people and hurt the world. There’s not really any question that there’s a lot that’s bad and hurtful – a lot that is evil – in the world. 

That’s one thing people mean when they talk about Satan or the Devil: a way to put a name on all that badness and the ways it causes pain and suffering. 

That is what we’re renouncing, when we renounce Satan. 

Schmemann writes, “To renounce Satan thus is not to reject a mythological being in whose existence one [may] not even believe. It is to reject an entire worldview made up of pride and self-affirmation… which has truly taken human life from God and made it into darkness, death and hell. And one can be sure that Satan will not forget this renunciation, this rejection, this challenge…  A war is declared!”

Cyril of Jerusalem says, “When you renounce Satan, you break off every agreement you have entered into with him, every covenant you have established with Hell…. Draw strength from the words you have spoken, and be watchful. For your adversary, the Devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.” 

In baptism, we choose sides. We state our intention to be people who are for good, and against evil. 

I saw a wonderful Facebook post earlier this week about how it’s OK to go to church even if you don’t believe. Alex Griffin, a Canadian Anglican priest, wrote, ”As a society, we are grieving and afraid as our world breaks before our eyes, but there is so much pressure to keep going and pretend that everything is fine. The rituals of church—and especially the rituals at church over the [days of Holy Week]—hold space for that grief…. 

If you’re looking for a space to grieve and be comforted, it’s okay to come… It probably won’t change your life, but you may just find the moment of solace that you need.” 

I know that for folks outside of church or on the edges of church, it can seem like all those people in the pews must have something rock-solid and clear inside of them that they call Faith. And getting from here to there might seem impossible.

The reality is, of course, that for folks who show up at church regularly, faith can be messy and murky. There are plenty of people in any congregation who are here because they feel drawn to something they don’t feel they really understand – because they’re looking for comfort and connection in community – because they want to believe, even if they feel unable to make the leap. 

There are also people here with a strong, clear faith – but even for folks like that, it’s kind of like the weather, you know? The sun is always shining, but there are plenty of hours and days when we can’t see it. And even when we can: sometimes its light creates great beauty; sometimes it feels harsh or glaring…. or faint and inadequate. 

But one of the things we can be clear about, together, even in seasons when it’s hard to see the sun, is being a community that is for good and against evil. Haphazardly, imperfectly, always learning more about our own complicity and ignorance, always working to build our capacity to show up for what matters in our community and the world… 

But: Striving to be on the side of hope, wholeness, and delight. 

Years ago, a member of our congregation – long since moved away – told me that that’s what’s important about St. Dunstan’s for him. That when the world gets heavy – politics, climate, human pain, there’s so much – when it all really starts to weigh him down, one of the things that eases the burden is knowing that he is part of this group of people that are trying to be helpers. 

I think that’s one of the most important things about church. And that’s not a step away from God at all. Right from the very first covenant between God and Abraham and Sarah, God says that God’s people are blessed to be a blessing. Called, chosen, set apart to be for the good of others, and the world. 

Wait, one more thing: Mark’s Gospel has a really strange ending. You might see some more stuff tacked onto the end of Mark’s Gospel in some Bibles, but this is how Mark ends his telling of the good news of Jesus Christ: “And they said nothing to anyone, because they were afraid.” The women who come to tend Jesus’ body receive the good news of the resurrection – and they run away. Of course! How strange! How terrifying! Nobody’s going to believe them! 

And yet: We know that’s not how the story ends. We know, because the Gospel of Mark exists. So, the story got told.  

I really love this kind of open-ended, paradoxical ending. Because it invites us to wonder: How did these women, Mary and Salome and Mary, find their way through fear and confusion and grief, to being able to believe that love is stronger than death? And then to sharing that news, even if a lot of people thought they were stupid or delusional? 

And that question very quickly becomes a question that isn’t just about these women in Mark’s Gospel, but about me. About us. 

And about whether those spiritual forces of wickedness, those powers that corrupt and destroy the creatures of God, are going to hold us bound by fear, by what’s sensible and rational and normal, or whether we can find the boldness to claim mystery and possibility and joy. 

[In just a moment/Later this morning] we’re going to baptize Safa and Kai. But first, let’s take just a moment to do what the prayer book doesn’t invite us to do: To say the renunciations together. Because there is something very powerful about not just claiming our positive intentions – as we will in the Baptismal Covenant – but also reminding ourselves of what we turn away from, what we reject and resist. 

It’s traditional in many places to face West for the renunciations – and to hold out your hand. You can try that out if you like! … 

When a baptismal candidate answers these questions they say, “I renounce them!” Because it’s their day to make that choice. But let’s say “We renounce them!” Right now – because this is work we continue together. 

Beloved of God! Do you renounce Satan and all the spiritual forces of wickedness that rebel against God?

We renounce them! 

Do you renounce the evil powers of this world which corrupt and destroy the creatures of God?

We renounce them! 

Do you renounce all sinful desires that draw you from the love of God?

We renounce them! 

May God sustain us in these intentions, and bless, console, and empower us, as a people of courage, love, and joy, today and always. Amen. 

Homily, Palm Sunday

Before we continue into the Passion Gospel, I want to offer a brief reflection on the Palm Gospel. Why are people waving palms at Jesus? Why are we waving palms at Jesus? 

I don’t know when it became a custom to cut palm branches and wave them as part of a celebratory procession. But it’s described quite clearly in the first book of Maccabees, written maybe 150 years before the time of Jesus: “[The people entered Jerusalem] with praise and palm branches, and with harps and cymbals and stringed instruments… because a great enemy had been crushed.” (1 Macc 13:51). And then in Second Maccabees, the people use palms to honor their hero: “Carrying ivy-wreathed wands and beautiful branches and also fronds of palm, they offered hymns of thanksgiving to [the one who had purified their holy place].” (2 Macc 10:7). 

That all sounds a lot like what happens in the Palm Gospel, right? So: it’s a thing people did, to celebrate a triumph or honor an important leader. And we know from the writings of a Christian pilgrim named Egeria that by the 380s or so, Christians in Jerusalem were observing Palm Sunday with a procession waving palms. So, fairly early on, the church started to not just tell these holy stories at this special time of year, but to act them out, to some extent. 

Why palms? The simple answer is: Palms were around. There are various kinds of palm trees that grow all over the world. (Did you know that palms, as a family, are very old, and that palms are more closely related to grass than to other trees?) 

But you don’t see a lot of palms in Wisconsin, right? Generally speaking, palms like warmer places. 

So what happened when Christianity moved out of warmer parts of the world, to places where palms didn’t grow… and before you could order palms shipped to your church in Wisconsin? 

A friend shared some research on Facebook a few weeks back that got me thinking. I learned that in Ireland, where palms were not readily available, branches from local trees like yew, fir, spruce, and cypress were used. Those are all conifers – probably because in Ireland as in Wisconsin, Easter often arrives before our deciduous trees have leafed out! 

Palm Sunday became known as “Yew Sunday”… and one historian recalled that in his childhood in Ireland in the 1830s, yew was always called “palm.” That seems to have been true in parts of England as well. 

In other parts of Europe, Christians used willow wands instead of palm branches, when decorating for Palm Sunday. One source from 1530 describes “Palm” as “the yellow that groweth on wyllowes.” 

Has anybody ever seen a pussy willow, the kind of willow with the cute little gray fuzzy buds on it?… In some parts of Germany that was called “palmkätzchen,” meaning “palm kitten”! 

And in Finland, on Palm Sunday, children dress up as Easter Witches and go around to houses in their neighborhood trading decorated willow branches for candy! How does that sound?… 

This is all very charming but I think there’s something deeper here. The only really honest Palm Sunday I’ve ever had is the year Phil and I were in Uganda, and people WERE just cutting palm branches from the palm trees surrounding the church – as the crowd outside Jerusalem would have done, in Jesus’ time. 

I wonder if we went wrong somehow when we all started importing palms from Florida or South America for our Palm Sunday observances – spending money and resources to bring in something that doesn’t belong here. As if what kind of branches we were waving was important to how well we tell this story. 

Some churches have shifted away from palms to use whatever is local, and it’s not a new thought for me either. But I’m thinking about it a little more deeply this year, for both ecological and theological reasons. 

Ecologically speaking: It would make a very small difference if St. Dunstan’s stopped ordering palms that have to be shipped and refrigerated, using fossil fuels, to get them into our hands. But it would make a difference. 

Theologically speaking… It seems to me that when we go out of our way to use palms in our enactment of this story, we are treating them as a prop, like in the world of theater. When you’re preparing to perform a play, if the play calls for a sword, or a lion, or a palm, you come up with a sword, or a lion, or a palm. (Though if this were REALLY theater, we’d probably make some nice sturdy cardboard palms we could use again and again!) 

But what we do on Palm and Passion Sunday isn’t theater. Even though we have people reading lines, telling a story together with their voices – even acting out parts of it. 

It is close to theater. But it’s something else – in ways I’m struggling to put into words. Partly it’s that we are all participants, not audience, even though only some people read the voices. Partly it’s because this isn’t a story that some of us offer to others; it’s a story that belongs to all of us, that encompasses all of us. Partly it’s that, while many kinds of stories carry deep truth, this story makes a particular claim to truth, for us – on us. 

So. I wonder. I wonder if we would be entering the story more fully by using sprays of the yew and cypress and spruce that grow gladly on our church grounds. Maybe we could develop a custom of a spring pruning, the week before Palm Sunday.

Listen: If you’re thinking, but I *like* the palms, please know: I don’t want to shame anybody for feeling some resistance to this idea. I decided to order the palms, this year – and every previous year!  

And I understand the appeal of tradition, our attachment to what is familiar, what reminds us of childhood. I actually quite miss the long palms we used to order before we, along with many other churches, shifted to fair trade eco-palms a few years ago. I have happy memories of folding and plaiting those palms during long Passion Gospel readings. 

If this were a light decision, we would have made it already. 

But maybe we can think about it, today and over the coming months, and decide together before the turning of the year brings Palm Sunday around again, whether we’d like to root our annual encounter with this story in our ecology and climate, our place, our lives. To incarnate the story a notch more authentically. 

Because this isn’t just a matter of placing an order, or not. When I was talking about this a couple of weeks ago with Father John, he pointed out that when churches use the plants that grow nearby, then those plants carry that meaning for them all the time. Maybe we won’t start calling our arbor vitae trees “palms,” but maybe they will remind us of Palm Sunday, the things we do and say and reflect on, today and every year. And Father John reminded me that we have a word for that – for when something ordinary that we can see and touch every day, like the water of baptism or the bread and wine of Eucharist, becomes a container for the holy. We call it a sacrament.

I’d like to call this holy gathering onward into the gospel of the Passion. 

 

Shout out to my cousin Trelawney for sharing this wonderful research! Here are some of her sources… 

https://www.irishcultureandcustoms.com/…/PalmSunday.html

https://thefadingyear.wordpress.com/…/irish-folklore…/

https://pinguicula.typepad.com/blog/2007/03/palm.html

April 2, Spring election

TUESDAY, APRIL 2 IS OUR SPRING ELECTION! Participation in our civic life is an important Christian responsibility. Please plan to vote for local and state officials, in addition to the presidential primary. There are also two important ballot questions on our ballots. For both, the Wisconsin Council of Churches election guide says, “A ‘Yes’ vote is favored by conservative and “election integrity” (meaning the most restrictive reading of voting laws) groups; “No” is favored by voter participation and access advocates.”  See the WCC’s full election guide, below.

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Sermon, March 17

  1. Fifth Sunday in Lent
    1. Last “normal” Sunday in Lent
      1. Next Sun – Palm & Passion Sunday – we will read together the Gospel account of Jesus’ arrest, trial, and execution. 
      2. And that’s our gateway into Holy Week and all its rich and varied liturgies, arriving at last at Easter. 
    2. Gospel today points us forward – but I want to pause where we are, and reflect on how we’ve been worshiping together in Lent, and particularly on the Litany of Repentance that we use at the beginning of worship in this season. 
  2. The Litany of Repentance 
    1. Longstanding practice of the Church to begin worship in the season of Lent with some kind of “penitential order” – a piece of liturgy that invites self-reflection and offering up our sins to God. 
    2. The Prayer Book invites the use of the Decalogue – the Ten Commandments. You may have done that in other places, or here in earlier years. 
      1. This year we had them in the lectionary just weeks ago – the broadest outlines of the way of life that God asks of God’s people, during their wilderness journey. 
      2. Thou shalt not make any graven image, thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not bear false witness, honor thy father and thy mother, honor the sabbath day, and so on. 
      3. Relevant and important, of course! But can also feel a little abstract. 
        1. I can always reflect on where covetousness, or bearing false witness, are part of my daily life.
        2. But I haven’t murdered anyone, or made any graven images, lately… 
    3. We use the Ash Weds litany. Written for this prayer book (the 1979) by one of the folks deeply involved in that project, Massey Shepherd. 
      1. I’ve been hearing it, praying it, it on Ash Weds my whole life, and I find it very powerful.
      2. Many of its biddings call my attention to the places where I fall short of my intentions, and God’s desires for me, in daily life. 
      3. Got permission from Bishop Miller some years back to use this at the beginning of Lent worship instead of the Decalogue. 
      4. Today I’d like to reflect on the Litany a little in light of the lectionary texts of the day. 
  3. When we pray the Litany of Penitence, and respond with recognition, acknowledgement, and repentance – visibly or inwardly – we are living in, living out, some small part of the vision of the prophet Jeremiah: “I will put my law within them, and I will write it on their hearts… No longer shall they teach one another, or say to each other, ‘Know the Lord,’ for they shall all know me, from the least of them to the greatest.” 
    1. This text seems to anticipate a change in the relationship between God and humanity, a movement from a law of external rules to a law of the heart. 
      1. A theme the apostle Paul develops in some of his letters, as he describes his own journey of faith. 
      2. But it is a mistake to map this onto the movement from Judaism to Christianity. 
        1. For one thing, Jeremiah is speaking 600 years before the time of Jesus. 
        2. For another thing: Judaism was also always intended to be a religion of the heart – and Christianity has often failed in the direction of acting like a religion of external rules. 
    2. Over the course of the Old Testament, God forms, and renews, covenants with God’s people over and over and over again. Again and again, God’s people fail, turn away, lose the plot; again and again, God calls them back, in anger, anguish, and love. 
    3. This is an unusually hopeful bit of the book of the prophet Jeremiah. Jeremiah spent his prophetic career trying to warn Judea’s rulers that they had strayed so far from God’s ways that they were facing certain doom. 
      1. That they were, in fact, about to be conquered, dragged into exile, with Jerusalem and the temple destroyed – which happens, in Jeremiah’s lifetime. 
      2. Punishment or natural consequences – splitting hairs…
    4. In today’s text God speaking through Jeremiah is addressing the reality that the Great Temple will be destroyed, and the Tablets of the Law, lost. 
      1. BUT that doesn’t mean God’s people will lose their connection, their covenant relationship, with God. Rather, they will need to take it in – and live it out – in new ways. To internalize it as a way of life that they can carry with them, in new places and circumstances. 
  1. I find it very powerful to pray the Ash Wednesday litany together, in this season. I sometimes wish we could keep doing it – though if we did it all the time I think we’d stop noticing it! 
    1. But during these Lenten weeks as we listen, reflect and respond, we are allowing ourselves to be formed by it, which is the point of liturgy, of praying in these set patterns week by week. 
    2. We hear, and receive, and respond, and become, slowly, incrementally, people who don’t have to be told God’s ways, but have them written in our hearts. 
  2. Let’s look, now, at this rather challenging text from the Gospel of John. 
    1. You may well wonder: Did those poor Greeks ever get to meet Jesus? It seems like they are left standing at the edge of the crowd, forgotten, as the story moves on. 
    2. Jesus’ response to Andrew and Philip isn’t as irrelevant as it sounds. Jesus hears the arrival of these Greeks as a sign that his earthly mission is all but fulfilled. 
      1. “Greeks” may literally mean people of Greek language and culture, here, but also, “Greek” is shorthand in the New Testament for any and all non-Jews – as in Paul’s famous text: In Christ there is neither Jew nor Greek. 
      2. The hope that Israel’s God will become known and honored among all peoples of the world has a deep history in the Hebrew Scriptures.
      3. An easy example: Song of faith from Isaiah that we sang in Epiphany: Nations will stream to your light, and kings to the brightness of your dawning. 
      4. The Gospels understand Jesus as a next step in the fulfillment of that ancient hope. 
        1. In Luke, Zechariah sings that Jesus will be “A light to enlighten the nations.”
        2. Matthew tells the story of the magi, wise scholars from other nations who come to honor Jesus.
        3. And in John, these Greeks come seeking him – and Jesus understands this as a cue that it’s time to turn towards the cross, towards fulfilling the holy narrative that his followers will go on to share far and wide. The hour has come for the Son of Man to be glorified. 
    3. Jesus continues: “Very truly, I tell you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains just a single grain; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. Those who love their life lose it, and those who hate their life in this world will keep it for eternal life.”
      1. An echo of what we heard several weeks ago in the 8th chapter of Mark’s Gospel: “Those who want to save their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake, and for the sake of the gospel, will save it. For what will it profit them to gain the whole world and forfeit their life?” 
      2. The Greek word translated as life here isn’t zoe, which simply means life. In both Mark and John, Jesus uses the word psyche (psoo-kay), a many-layered word that can mean life-force or breath, or the soul as the seat of feelings and desires, or the essence of self apart from the body. 
        1. So, for example, when George Harrison sings about “the people who gain the world but lose their soul,” that’s  also a fine translation. 
        2. We’re not talking about literal physical life here, but a more encompassing sense of who you are and your way of living. 
    1. This is a hard teaching! The idea that if we love our life – if we try to save our life – we will lose it. 
      1. Let me make this personal: I love my life! There are things I don’t love about the larger world and the times we’re living in. But overall, I love the life I am getting to live, and feel grateful for it. 
        1. Do I think God doesn’t want me to love my work as the rector of St. Dunstan’s? My roles as daughter, wife, mother? Moments of deep sharing and growth with colleagues and friends; moments of rewarding, important work; moments of joy and wonder at God’s creation? 
          1. No, I think God wants those things for me. For us.
        2. I also don’t think Jesus really wants us to hate our lives. I think he’s using some poetic hyperbole here, as he does sometimes. 
          1. I’ve known folks going through seasons of hating their lives. It does not seem to me that that state of mind makes someone more open to God’s call. 
      2. What I think Jesus does mean is that we have to be open to laying things down, letting things go – possibly including BIG things –  to follow where God leads. That we should be careful not to love the good things in our lives so much that there’s no love left for other things – things at might lead us outside the comfort and pleasure of our lives as they are now. 
        1. One of the core messages of the Gospel – especially the part of the story we’re coming up on now – is that there are things worth giving up everything for. Worth dying for. 
          1. And if we want to be followers of Jesus, we can’t close the door on the possibility of being called into those moments or movements. We have to be people with the will and capacity to choose change, growth, transformation, that may take us outside our comfort zones.
    2. The reason I find the Ash Wednesday Litany so powerful is that for me, it does a great job of pointing out some of the places where my comfort with my life as it is, and various distractions and desires, could stand in the way of my discipleship – my readiness to go where Jesus calls me. 
      1. If I imagine my life as a kind of Venn diagram, the overlap of the circles is the stuff that God and I both care about, like doing my ministry here, with and for you, well; and doing my part to care for my loved ones. 
        1. Then on one side there’s the stuff I care about more than God does. In the language of the Litany, stuff like that intemperate love of worldly goods and comforts, and self-indulgent appetites and ways. And there’s always envy of those more fortunate than ourselves. 
        2. And on the other side there’s the stuff God cares about more than I do. Again in the language of the Litany: Indifference to human need and suffering. Lack of concern for those who come after. Prejudice and contempt towards those who differ from us. 
        3. I wonder which phrases resonate with you, hit you in the heart or gut, week by week? … 
        4. I wonder what dying to those urges, attachments, habits, could look like? 
        5. I wonder: If we could lay them down – plant them in the earth, like seeds – what fruit they might bear? 
    3. When we talked about this text at Zoom Compline on Wednesday evening, one of us wondered out loud: What life do you love? 
      1. I don’t how ready I am to lay down, set aside, or even substantially change my life, to follow where Jesus leads or calls. 
      2. But the Ash Wednesday Litany gives me words to reflect on some places where I love my life – where I might fight to keep my life as it is – for reasons that matter to me and not to God. 
      3. Growth in Christ means slowly, haltingly, year by year, expanding the overlap zone in that Venn diagram. 
  1. Which brings me – briefly, I promise – to a third text. Not Hebrews; he’s doing his own thing. But this morning’s Collect. It’s on the front of your Sunday Supplement. 
    1. The Sunday Collects are a set of prayers from the prayer book, assigned to each Sunday. They are tied to the church year – this is the collect for the fifth Sunday in Lent – but not to the lectionary scriptures, since that’s on a three-year cycle.
    2. The collects vary widely in age and, frankly, quality. Some of them are pretty boring. But I rather like this one. 
    3. It’s one of the old ones – there’s a version of it in a book called the Gelasian Sacramentary, from the 8th century or earlier. Thomas Cranmer translated it from Latin for the first English Book of Common Prayer in 1549. 
    4. Here’s the version from the 1662 version of the Prayer Book – quite similar to what’s in your bulletin today: 
      1. O ALMIGHTY God, who alone canst order the unruly wills and affections of sinful men, graunt unto thy people, that they maye love the thyng, whiche thou commaundest, and desyre, that whiche thou doest promes [promise]; that emong the sondery [sundry] and manifold chaunges of the worlde, oure heartes maye surely there bee fixed, whereas true joyes are to be founde; through Christe our Lorde.
    5. God, you alone can bring into order the unruly wills and affections of sinners…  I love the word “unruly” there – perhaps this wasn’t the original sense, but to me it has almost a playful feel. It makes me think of a classroom full of kindergartners who don’t want to do the assignment. Not necessarily bad or ill intentioned, just… unruly. And yes, my inner life feels like that sometimes! How about you? 
    6. Then the prayer says, “Grant your people grace to love what you command and desire what you promise…” This is such lovely, generous language to me – not punitive; not “Bend us to your will” or “Scare us into obedience.” Instead, the prayer asks for inward transformation into people who want what God wants, for ourselves, our neighbors, the world.
    7. I love the next part too: “that… our hearts may surely there be fixed where true joys are to be found.” We’re not trying to avoid the fires of hell; we’re responding to the promise of holy joy. God’s purposes are for healing, renewal, goodness, and delight, and in this collect we pray to be able to see that and be drawn towards it. 
    8. It’s a good collect for Lent. It’s a good collect, perhaps, for daily or at least weekly use. 
    1. I prayed it on my own at the beginning of worship; let’s pray it together now… 
    2. Almighty God, you alone can bring into order the unruly wills and affections of sinners: Grant your people grace to love what you command and desire what you promise; that, among the swift and varied changes of the world, our hearts may surely there be fixed where true joys are to be found; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever.  Amen.

The history of our collect: 

https://liturgy.co.nz/reflections/easter5

WorkingPreacher commentary on Jeremiah:

https://www.workingpreacher.org/commentaries/revised-common-lectionary/fifth-sunday-in-lent-2/commentary-on-jeremiah-3131-34-21